I have had my entire life to find something I’m great at, something that makes me... me. I haven’t found it yet, and I’m am constantly fearful that I will never find it since I have searched for it for 17 years now. I have spent my entire life searching, and not doing, and as a result I am inexperienced in everything I do. Drawing, computers, you name it, I only have limited knowledge and capability of it. Am I forever doomed to be the unskilled boy who doesn’t know who he is? I really hope not, but I will always be behind on the skills of what I do. I hate that fact, but you can’t change facts.